Being Passionate

I'll hold you.

I will hold you gently,

with love, with affection.

I will not hold you tightly,

for you may get hurt,

for I know, you ain't going nowhere,

you'll be there with me forever.

Then I'll relax. 

Relax my body, my mind and my soul. 

I'll then bring you closer and closer. 

Closer towards my lips, 

to feel the bond, 

to feel the blissful warmth flowing 

through my entire body. 

Then I'll feel, 

feel the wonderful feeling, hitting me. 

I'll flow with that great feeling 

which will send my entire body 

to a state of divine ecstasy. 

I'll enjoy the ephemeral euphoria 

as if it was eternal. 

I'll then allow,

allow that wave,

to flow right through me

tearing me apart

with the pleasure.

and then, 

I'll gently exhale....

My Love and the Life....

it for me is like a panacea. an elixir of life. its there for me always. its there for me if i'm happy. its there if i'm sad. even when i'm depressed, when i'm excited, when i'm tensed, when i'm bored or even when i'm just me. it is there for me whenever i need it. it covers all the phases of life its the best soul mate for it has no whims and fancies and i know it loves me so much that it'll never leave me and i'll be the one who'll leave her.it isn't that i can't stop, i can't quit, i can't leave her. but i always feel why should i. i can't think of a reason, i can't find an inner motivation. they say its bad for you, its bad for you - physically or mentally but who cares. it is a slow poison. but i think, it doesn't matter if you have her or not, the end for all is same. the destination of this whole journey, for all is same. its just the path which is different for all, and that is what matters the most. in the end all are going to the same place for neither do i know nor do i care if there's life after death, a world in or after the grave or anything like heaven or hell. what we have is this life and it isn't eternal rather its ephemeral. its like the passing waves of a sea. so i always think we must enjoy it to the fullest and take the most out of it, instead of it taking the most out of us. life's a one way freeway, with everybody moving fast, and in this freeway there's no one who'll be with you during the whole ride. but there can be some (though very few) who'll be with you for the most part of this journey. and to a very large extent you can decide who they'll be for they're gonna be the ones who'll influence the course of the journey (sadly not the destination of the journey). and thus you're the one who can decide which lane you wanna follow and for me i don't wanna be in the fastest or the slowest lane, i just wanna be in the most joyous and comfortable lane. i wanna be in such a lane, that when i reach my destination, i should be in a state to proudly claim, that i enjoyed my journey and i don't want this journey to get over. and if i can't do that, i will take a shortcut to reach my destination before my time and to end that freaking journey.

Being Carefree...

You don't stop living just because

you're gonna die someday

You don't sacrifice your pleasures

thinking about the safer way.

Fuck the vices and the virtues

screw whats right or wrong

Just follow your inner tune

and dance and sing along

Life's too short to judge

safe or unsafe choices

Its all about listening

to your soul's inner voices

For you live only once

and this life's too short

Don't think before you drink

smoke, inject or even snort.

A Broken Heart

 Life’s silently, slowly drifting away

The lights within are fading today

The fire that burned inside is dying

Lying in my grave, I'm not crying.

For this is what for long I sought

And this is what I still want

Its been long and I’ve had enough

And I don’t seek why you’ve been so rough

It won’t take long for me to get vanished

For hope long ago I banished.

For you for long I waited,

With my mind I first time debated

Thought it was acting wrong

So I patiently waited for long

But how was I supposed to know

From my life happiness was to go

But it wasn’t what your god demanded

But twas just what you’ve intended.

Now here I am disappointed, tired to try

Having just the spirit to say goodbye.